December 2010
New Years
jamiam324:
This year I want to accomplish the unthinkable. I want to be flexible athletic and controlled in my dancing. I want to do illusions al secondes spinning disks and leg turns. I also want to lose enough weight to be comfortable wearing a two piece bathingsuit. And eventually I want a boyfriend. Just saying.
I love you so much jelly <3
:')
Here I am sitting at 2 AM (Taylor Swift time) looking at old pics of us. Of you. It’s making me miss you and wanna remember the good times before all of this arguing. In 2011 I want to be with you honestly and openly <3
“If you hear this wherever you are. Just know I need you here. I need you near me now. You were brighter than the pale white moon reflected in your eyes so I guess...
you should let me love you
let me be the one to
give you everything you want and need
good love and protection
make me your selection
show you the way love is supposed to be…
I know no one in the world feels the same as I do </3
This song is so romantic <3 In an intense...
okay
ummmm okay. wow. umm okay. ummm wow. okay? wtf?
whatever. go fuck a girl.
nothing tequila can’t cure.
Never again....
Me: Hey I got these tickets…
Him: yeah okay I gotta go *leaves quickly*
NEXT DAY
Me: Hey let’s go to the mov…
Him: Sorry. Can’t. Mom’s a bitch. *leaves quickly*
NEXT WEEK
Me: What are you doing tonigh…???
Him: Sorry. Plans. *begins to leave*
Me: Hey we need to talk about this.
Him. There’s nothing to talk about.
Me: Seriously? C’mon. We...
Arizona summer please come home :)
The cold bitterness of winter keeps me afraid and alone
Makes me appreciate the warm summers, however hot they may be
I cannot wait to soak up all the sun and let its rays shine on you and I
I will make this summer the best yet
I will make this love in my heart my greatest work of art
And by summer, my heart will be ready to receive the love I know I deserve
And hopefully, God willing, there...
Smiling eyes :)
That smile gets me every time
It was three summers ago
I swore to make you mine
Remember those summer nights?
Underneath the stars so bright?
I would begin to look up to the celestial skies
But then your beautiful brown/green eyes
Took me by surprise and captivated mine
Your smiling eyes are so divine <3
Christmas Day
I refuse to forget and stop trying to have you. And for that, I’m either stupid or very brave. I guess that’s why Melissa Etheridge calls it Fearless Love.
Christmas Eve
Sometimes becoming a man is doing things you don’t want to for the sake of your family because they love you unconditionally. Like they should <3
I'm sorry
I’m sorry for pressuring you.
I’m sorry for making you feel uncomfortable.
I’m sorry.
But what I’m most sorry for is how I pushed you so far. Probably way too much.
Just know I like you so much.
Not love. Not there yet.
I just wish you would be honest with yourself.
I’m doing it for selfish reasons. Everyone has told me.
Even my bestfriend.
But can you...
just another conversation with Grace Adler...
Vivi: :) love this channel!
Gilbert: ? Lol
Vivi: history!
Gilbert: dork:P
Vivi: watch it with me!
Gilbert: I'm crying to Taylor right now :( lol
Vivi: What!
Gilbert: Lol I'm always crying to that bitch.
Vivi: Wow lol she's not a bitch!
Gilbert: She makes me cry! :(
Vivi: :( Aww why?
Gilbert: Cuz she gets me
Vivi: Lol that's so beautiful :( tear!
Gilbert: I love you! :-)
Vivi: I love you more!
Gilbert: Impossible :)
I feel like complete crap. I feel so inadequate and useless. I feel like I’ve amounted to nothing. And there’s no one to listen. No one that cares. I just need a hug right now and my bestfriend. Right now, I want to cry, but I know that crying solves nothing. I want to call my dad and just yell at him for all the shit he’s put me through just so I can yell at someone out of my...
